Thursday, April 13, 2017

Diets? What about those...

Haiiiii peopleeee it's me again today Imma speak about something that I'm recently starting to recover of is diets/eating disorder... Soo I'm still recovering of the eating disorder I started dieting full on about two years ago but now it got out of control I started to eat less and be tired all the time! And as a competitive soccer player it wasn't good so a few days ago I decided to put myself back on track! I have one cheat day per week, and I eat clean all week so I can eat healthier and ya know but not fully dieting I used to watch calories and stuff and make sure not to eat a red light (cause I used kurbo) but now I have more freedom of what I can eat so that's what a day looks like - breakfast : coffee or tea (w no sugar), toast, some kind of fruit or veggie, and an egg - morning snack : Popcorn, and fruits - lunch : a healthy snandwich and some kinds of fruit - Afternoon snack : yogurt or bar w fruit or veggies - and for dinner whatever my mom makes : but before I would eat alot less I have a planner and a journal so I would write what I would eat in advance on the planner for a week and after a week I write how I did and stuff in the planner! Before this is what it looked like - breakfast : toast and egg - morning snack fruit - lunch : soup or a small healthy sandwich - afternoon snack : fruit - supper a very small portion of what my mom would make - so that wasn't enough right ? I know but now I eat more normal but still dieting-ish for me now it's alot easier like this as it's just more flexible and stuff!!! But yeah thats it for today but yeahhh this was a little of my dieting experience!!!

- on three we say yeet. One, two, three YEET - The homeschool girl

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Why do they do that...? :((

Hey... It's me again, the homeschool girl! How was your day mine really good Im almost done 13 reasons why the Netflix original! It's amazing if you haven't watched it I really recommend it I'm on the last episode of season 1 there's about 6 minutes left... Today I wanted to talk about something not alot of people feel comfortable about wich is "bullying" yes "bullying" I've been called fat and stuff and called a baby but the last one that doesn't mean anything to me but the word "fat" touched me ALOT... Let's start with 2k14 - a beautiful spring day at a homeschool activity in that time I was 204 lbs my best friend and still is, he called me fat let's call him Jeff, well Jeff hurt my feelings that day and that day I started searching for free workouts and since then I've been working out and I've lost 50 lbs I'm now 153 lbs... Alot I know but I'm proud of what I achieved I'm now a competitive soccer player and I used to diet but still do watch what I eat but not like before but that subject is for tmr! And I have a best friend, which we call eachother cousins... that gets bullied EVERY freaking day by the same dudes for now 2 YEARS! And me and my sister got followed by them yesterday... What a hell of a walk we had let me tell you, at the end I got mad, really mad... So I just told them to back off or we were going to call the police and they backed off, but it has been 2 km that theyve been following us since his house to the corner of ours my sister cried for 16 minutes afterwards, and I.... I almost go an anxiety attack so my breath was quiet heavy while they were following us, about half way before I got mad my sister pretended of calling our "aunt" but we used our friends name.... We even pretended to call the cops but they just took it as a joke :(( but after our walk we told our mom and she knows his mom so she talked to her she tried to protect him and also him and his friend yelled nasty things at us too... Last summer and yesterday, but anyways our mom just told her that if they did that again she was going to call the cops on them, it isn't only us that they do that but his whole grade! But they do way more stuff to them, like baaadddd... If you do get bullied please speak up don't just sit still and look pretty go talk to a trusted adult, and it'll get better I promise! Don't think of suicide even if your tempted don't there is alot of people out there that care for you I promise they love you...! <3

That's it today! Tmrs subject is teens and dieting

- Peace out from the homeschool girl

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Who is the homeschool girl?

Hey! I'm the homeschool girl... Yes I'm real I'm not fake don't worry...
I'm a 9th grader, from a small town alot of people know me as "the homeschool girl" or my name which I'll be keeping it as anonymous. Yes I have friends from school even if I never went to school before... Yes you read that correctly I never went to school, I like normal stuff like ALLLLL other school girls/boys yes I might like school more then school people but alot of kids say do I do school anyways, do you have homework? Yes I do, I do allllll the same stuff as you if you wanted to know.... But that's it for today my introduction next time I'll be writing about bullying ;))

- peace out from the homeschool girlllllll